Frustrated, Desperate, Stress.. Damn you all!!

7 October 2011, Damn!

People can change..

Sometimes, they are happy, sometimes sad, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing.. And sometimes all happend for no reason..  

The only certain thing in this world is uncertainty.. Right?

That's how .. Probably the same as me now. A few days ago, maybe I looked happy, cheerful, laugh. But now? I also don’t understand. There are times when people could upset for no apparent reason, isn’t it?

Therefore, I suggest, should be as human,  don’t get too much thinking. :)
Just follow the existing flow. You may be planning. But God also who will ultimately determine, the outcome may be satisfactory as you dreamed. It may also result in vain, no meaning, even able to make you depressed. Who knows what happend after this second?

There are times when someone had a periods of their fall. Some are able to rise, and some of them fall deeper. Now, I'm trying to get up again.

Everybody have dreams. There are some people think that "Life is to achieve a dream". If your dream is destroyed, whether the meaning of life for you again?

I have a dream. Only one small dream. Every night since I have a dream, I always pray.

"God .. .. This time only, so I want the petition .. I wish my dreams could come true on this one ..."

God knows. He hears my dreams. How do I feel then? Happy? Of course! Even I was jumping up and down for joy. One small step more to reach my dreams! 99% mention all the dreams and imagining all this, will come true! Thank's God!

But, like I said. No one knows what happened next. At the moment your dream to live a little step back, you're "forced" to withdraw as far as possible. Remove, discard, and forget the dream that you built. All things have been sacrificed to that dream. And it all must be discarded! As if this never happened, as if you never do anything to dream. Life is a choice. But the choices you have when that’s situation is "Throw away everything".  What can you do?

You must do it!

And that's what I did all. I've done it. But, still, impossible to forget the dream that you built with difficulty. Especially if your dream is only one small step to make it happen.

Think about it will only add to pain and hurt. Think about it will only make you cry.

If one purpose of life is a dream, and dreams are gone. What can you do?

Yes, one purpose of my life is gone. The rest just hang painful. Life is not as easy as you think. Life and times.. They are in line.. No one knows certainty. No one knows behind.

If you want to live, hang on time..  And if you want time, hang in your life. 
 

No one can return time and your life ..

Now, I don’t want to plan anything, follow the existing flow. But hope it continues to exist in my heart. Can’t be deleted just like that.

Life must go on!